I sit alone, though people surround me,. Watching superficial people imitating one. Another, disguising what they really are. These people are the illusion of perfection. Outsiders deprived of esteem, are forced to. These masks create the perception. Reality, where sorrow and suffering is invincible. It is a place where fears feed on Insecurity. The insecurity caused by the taunting of those superior. Those who are superior are oblivious to reality.

Saturday, May 15, 2010. There are too many thing happen to me. Indeed, all quite sad to me. Not one but two times,. Felt like being dumped or what,. Even though i had tried my best to fight for it. In the end, still a let down to me,. If i had enough courage to face it,. Then i wont be like this now. Just because of this, i had made myself really terrible,. Similar feeling with someone stabbing you. Pierce you or even destroy you.